i got the october itch...

has anyone ever just wanted to have a guy randomly knock on your door and say "hey, carolyn, your hair looks amazing...want to go take a walk and talk about insanely stupid quirky nothings in this gorgeous fall weather while staring at the beautiful orangy golden trees and then sleep contently forever and ever together...making out occasionally....?" if that were to happen then i would be fucking fantastic...and i think the fact that i'm really craving that right now pisses me off and the worst thing is i don't care if he is a total asshole later on in life, just by spending that one evening with me i would be perfectly content with life and that would make every future event involving him completely worth it...