just need to whinge a bit

I've gradually been feeling more and more homesick. Not for St. Louis, or my family, necessarily, but just for a space of my own to feel comfortable in and people to take for granted. Its too much to have to adjust both to living in a dorm and to taking college classes at the same time. Especially when you don't even like your classes. I've been playing the same CD over and over whenever I'm in my room just because it reminds me of home. And of course it doesn't help any that I can't really eat without it being painful. Meh.