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Friday, January 27, 2006

rant off of jax's post

so as i read on jax's post and some of the comments that follow, some people are just not having the best of luck right now. well i felt like adding to that with a rant.
so i was sick of my roommate, and i moved out. only to find myself owing an extra 250 dollars to the university since i live by myself. well i just picked up my office job here again, so i have little to no money. so i pay the university (it's either pay or get out of our space) and i end up in the red. i have to borrow money from someone and now that's hanging over my head. i can't eat anything in our stupid caf b/c it's either breaded or in bread, that makes me feel like i'm wasting even more money. the nusring program acceptance letters are going out a month later b/c they have to "rethink their decisions" so i dunno if i'm even at this place for a good reason yet or not. i have to go home this weekend for various doctor related things, and i'm flying for the first time ever. this is my biggest fear! i've passed up many many trips in the past b/c they've involved planes. well these doctor things aren't optional and my only way back to stl is by plane, and people keep complaining that i'm such a baby and i don't think they understand, this is my biggest fear people.. it has been my entire life.
so to sum this all up, i'm sick of money, food, doctors, health issues, planes, and people who don't listen or understand anything at all... oh also, i've decided that i'm sick of doing nice things for people.. no more! it's only proven to be a disappointment lately
sorry for the rant, besides those things... things are great.. still love this school, excited about seeing my family this weekend.. its just a few key things that can ruin everything though

5 Comments:

Blogger etepetete said...

Feel Better!!!! I am sorry Steph! *hug hug hug hug hug*

1:47 PM  
Blogger Anna said...

you are going to be just fine on the plane. it's perfectly normal to be afraid. just take something comforting with you to hold onto, and some relaxing music, and try not to focus on the flight. you could even sleep right through it. then it won't be that long and you're home in good old lambert!

2:18 PM  
Blogger Cajackster said...

you'll be all good, herbie...planes blow... things i've learned though:

-leave plenty of time to find out where you need to be
-always have your ticket or whatever ready
-never let your license out of your hand for any reason
-forget the whole pee-ing thing...bathrooms are too complicated
-try to make sure everything can fit into 2 bags of carry on
-don't carry steak n shake plates in your carry on luggage cause they will think its a bomb and then the next thing you know if you're getting patted down (and up) by a 300lb black guy named yakish...

other than that...you will be fine...

2:25 PM  
Blogger Lexi said...

Never go on an 8 hour plane ride like I am about ready to do if you don't like planes. (The 8 hour thing is only from cincinatti to paris. There is still more...) Oh yeah you could take a sleeping pill if that is allowed with your health issues. That helps. I have seen it done. Good luck!

5:40 PM  
Blogger Reine said...

i personally love plane rides. i love looking out the window. flying to el salvador was one of the prettiest things ive ever seen. we were so high up you could see the earth kinda curving. its hard to describe but really cool.

4:42 PM  

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